WITH LOVE FROM THE LOVER TO THE BELOVED

 

Despite my mistakes, I am at your door

With my head bowed...

Am I too late? I don’t know...

I hope not...

As you say, it's never too late,

I am still struggling to realize what I have done...

I’ve finally pulled my head out of the sand, thank God.

I'm already ready to leave everything behind.

I’ve pushed everything away and arrived at the real door,

My head is down, my hands are tied, I don't know what to do...

When I was little, my mother would put my pocket money in my pocket and say, "Don't lose it," and I would lose it.

I would think about what to say to my mother,

I was afraid of her scolding, I was shy, I was embarrassed...

I’m afraid you’ll say, "How many times have I told you, how many times have I warned you, how many more times do I need to say it?"

“Over and over again, I said, I called, I warned, you did not listen"

"I said it to get your attention, but you closed your eyes and ears."

I'm afraid you'll say, "When your main door was standing, you went to other doors, you thought you were having fun."

I don't know what to say, how to call it, I don't know...

You showed mercy many times, I turned back, you showed mercy again, I...

I am crying, my eyes full of tears, I need your mercy again.

My real fear is of myself again.

Forgive, forgive my fault. I don't know how to call you rightly.

I'm scared, I'm so scared...

I'm scared because of my love.

You know, people are afraid of losing their loved ones.

I'm afraid...

But all my feelings are sincere,

My heart is sincere,

My tears are sincere,

My words are sincere, and you know them much better than I do.

How late did I realize your offerings,

Your sustenance, your favors,

And just as I’m beginning to realize these, the new beauties you bestowed...

For my eyes to see the beauty,

For my ears to hear the beauty you created,

For my skin to feel...

What I’ve realized weighs heavily on my shoulders.

I’m ashamed, I’m scared...

You warned me many times, out of mercy, many times.

You loved me more than I loved myself, even when I tried to leave, you turned me back.

Even against my cruelty, you always showed mercy.

I am at your door with all my weakness,

I thought I was right, but you were always right,

I thought I was patient, but you were always patient with me,

I thought I was generous, but it was you who gave,

I thought the wisdom was from myself...

You are full of mercy for my ingratitude,

I forgot, I forgot...

I realize now how many mistakes I made,

How many others I’ve served,

From whom did I look for help?

So they'd like me, applaud me.

But it was you who really liked me, I was late, I realized late...

I said a lot of things,

How out of line I was,

Although you are the one to turn away, I have turned away.

I’ve complained, I’ve rebelled, I’ve been arrogant, I’ve been prideful,

I’ve even denied it...

But you, oh you, still turned me to you,

You didn’t leave me to myself,

You said, "Lift your head and look at me."

You’ve always saved me from the worst and protected me.

But I, oh I,

I've always known them from myself,

I thought I was the one struggling,

I thought I was the one who succeeded, the owner of success,

Allow me, Lord,

I've come to your door, I'm at the door...

I'm on the threshold, I have no other door to take refuge in,

I realized what I forgot, my heart aches, my knees tremble, and my hope breaks.

But how can I give up hope, haven't you already turned it over and over again?

I’m at your door, oh Lord,

I realized only you fill my heart,

I finally understand, even if late, that you are the only door I can turn to,

I'm cold, the wind is coming at me from everywhere, and I'm helpless and alone.

All that I knew, all that I believed, scattered like grains of sand.

The only thing I know is you, the only thing I believe in is you, the only door I can go to is yours...

I’m at your door, oh Lord,

Let me enter,

Let me complete my prostration,

I'm in big trouble, I'm ready not to lose the one I love,

I’m ready to clean up and recover myself, and I can’t do it without you,

I’m ashamed.

But you gave hope to all my shame...

I’ve come to your door, oh Lord.

Thank you for what you’ve given me,

Praise be to your existence,

Do not leave me, oh Lord,

These are from a loving servant, from the heart,

From the lover to the beloved.

I need your mercy, oh Lord...

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